Okay, so it is time for some explaining — where have I been?
On a deserted tropical isle?
In the mountains of Tibet?
No, I’ve been here all the time, pounding away at my computer keyboard, hoping that each new day might bring a better internet connection.
The earthquake that cut several telecommunication cables off the coast of Taiwan on December 26th has been the center of my world for the past month. I’ve spoken to my mom back in the US and she said she hadn’t even heard about it. That kind of shocked me, but I suppose it shouldn’t. What impact does it really have in the rest of the world? (Well, if you were trying to do business in China over the last month, a big one!)
The cut in the cables led to a complete disruption in both international phone call service and internet service for websites located outside of China (and many in China). For the first few days I could not access hotmail, gmail or google. Two days later I was able to use my email accounts and search for information on google. A lot of good the google searches did me, when I found a website I wanted to see, it was usually not available. WordPress and the proxy server I must use to access it only became available today. One month later!
During this time I have become very familiar with China Daily, the English language newspaper for China. Their stories are dull and politically cleansed, but at least we had some access to what was happening beyond our own lives.
That was the most difficult thing for me to come to terms with. Suddenly I felt very cut off from the world. I couldn’t call my family to wish them a happy holidays. I couldn’t read the latest headlines. I couldn’t while away hours reading various blogs that I enjoy. I couldn’t even email! It is at times like these that we realize that technology has completely consumed our lives. How did we live before this? How did someone stay in contact with friends? How did someone even find a new job? Of course I am old enough to know exactly how life was before the internet infiltration - it was fine. We didn’t know what we were missing!
I’ve done this before, after all. When I lived in Kuwait we had no internet. (Well, some people had just started to use it there, but it was very slow and not available widely.) We actually SENT letters to our friends & family, many of which never arrived thanks to an inefficient postal system. We listened to last year’s music on pirated cassette tapes. We watched old movies that had been censored. We constantly wondered what was going on back in the States, or wherever one was from. We did have Asian Star TV for a while, which included MTV, but they mostly played Hong Kong pop songs & Bollywood ballads, not the songs from the US we wanted to hear. (Although I remember that the Cypress Hill song “Insane in the Membrane” was so popular and so heavily played that even my Mother knew the words…)
I have always envied the explorers who were able to head out into a new world and explore it all for the first time, without the benefit of a lonely planet guide, so maybe this was a good time for me to reflect on my recent obsession with having information always seconds away.
But there is another aspect to this story which is not so great. Two weeks ago, I was truly feeling sorry for myself. See, I have been accepted into the graduate Library Science program at Texas Women’s University for the Spring semester. Due to my inability to access their website or make an international phone call, I was unable to register for any classes before they were all filled. It is a difficult thing to be in an internet study program without internet! I’ve had to make the decision to postpone the start of my program to the Summer, and I was quite upset about this.
I thought, why do these things happen to me? How unfair! Poor me! But then I remembered the global rich list and how 99% of the world’s population lives under such dire conditions that not having a broadband internet connection would certainly not even register on their radar as a problem. I’m lucky to have had the opportunity to apply to grad school without worrying about the expense. I’m lucky to be living in China of my own free will, knowing I can leave anytime I want. I’m lucky I ONLY have to worry about not having internet access. I have a home, a job, food and family.
And now I do have internet again! I’m back!